Cyber Bulling

Jessica

Yeah why would she? Do you think she would? I don't know why she would. Can you name a reason why she would? I thought you would call because you call Xavier a lot. He's said some messed up things about Remy and I too.

-Ennelee

Ennelee

IDK why. Also I will call u next time. And he apologized for that. 

So what? He didn't mean it. He always says stuff, then apologizes, then says more mean stuff and it's messed up. Like really. I've never hard someone be so mean 2 Remy & me & Elena & Gia & everyone.

Ennelee he does mean it. I know because he calls me and asks how he can apologize and how bad he feels. Are you taking dance w/Allison?

No he doesn't! He's mean! He called Gia & Elena fat. He calls me stupid & an ugly b*tch. He called Remy an ignorant b*tch. That's messed up. That's crossing the line.

Well I am sorry. You can be mad. There is nothing much I can do.

Well do you think it's right he calls your friends those names? Elena & Gia didn't eat for a while because of what he said.

Elena? When did he call Elena fat? It's not like she eats at school anyways. But no it's not right. But do you think it's right Remy said he was ugly and I could do better than that? Seriously I am so sick of people telling me what I want. I know what I want.

Fifteen.

Ennelee,
     Hey what's up? Well your birthday is going to be a freaking blast. You, Remy, and I are like a bomb of fun! Plus your other friends will spice up the mix! It is so weird! You're my first (cool that I like) friend that turned 15! Do you keep your notes people give you? I do. I have a buttload from Tessa! And you are getting up there! Samantha (from what I counted) gave me 4 8-9th grade! Wow, now you give me one almost everyday! I love getting and writing notes to people! It's what I do when I don't do my homework or something like that! So what car am I to be looking for after school? Also which house number am I to stand on? Well ya that sounded like a 17th century book!
W/b 
:) -Jessica

Jessica & Ennelee's Opinions

This survey was given to Ennelee by Jessica. The answers in bold are by Ennelee.


Ennelee's Opinions
This pen- Cooler than my pen... almost!


Me (Jessica)- You? I haven't seen you forever! Until today.


Appointment- Good if you get out of school.


Eyelashes- Pretty! But weird.


English- I'm gonna fail.


Mac & cheese- The best food ever!


Movies- Awesome. Duh! That's like my job.


Music- Dancing.


Onions- Yuck!


Now the next survey is opposite. The questions/topics were chosen by Ennelee and the answers are given in bold by Jessica.


Jessica's Opinions
Me (Ennelee)- Beautiful, great personality, nice, good fashion sense! Love her!


You (Jessica)- Stressed, moving, school, work, simple situations, crazy.


Xavier- Great personality, handsome, nice, love him.


Allison- Purple, white dots, great hair, soft smile.


Teacher- (hisssss)


Geology- Rock.


Bethany- Sister.


Blue pens- Black pens.


Meat- Cheese.


Clock- Rock.


This paper- Shreds.


Math- English.


Yo mama- Yo daddy.


Binders- Folders. 

Soil Lab Fighting

Ennelee,
     Why won't u talk 2 me?
-Jessica


Jess,
     Because
-Ennelee


     I mean the only way you will is through note and you won't talk to me in person! Why aren't you talking 2 me? I did nothing. Seriously nothing.


     I don't want to "get in the middle of things"...


     So... okay but why be mad @ me if that's so?


     Because Xavier was calling me stupid and you don't care. It's messed up. If someone was calling you stupid even if I had a boyfriend and they called you stupid I would stick up for you.


     This put me in a weird situation and I'm not in this so don't take it out on me! Now that's messed up for you to be mad at me when I don't want to be in a fight in the first place.

     Neither did I but Xavier is rude to me ALL the time and I try 2 tolerate him because I know u like him but you seem 2 like him more than me but it's okay if you do. I still think what he said was rude, not a weird situation.


     What was rude? Seriously Ennelee you're getting mad for nothing! You are both my friends and that's between both you guys.


     No. Something. If someone called you stupid I would tell them to not do that it isn't nice. Xavier doesn't care about people and how they feel.

     Punch him in the face then. This isn't between me! You should just talk 2 me instead of have to write a note! I hate talking like this! It's either this when we fight or Elena on the phone.


     No it's not. I don't want to talk about it in person. It's just a matter of you don't care if Xavier is rude to me. If Stefan called me stupid you would get mad at him.


     Ennelee you don't get it. I'm not going to pick sides and you being mad @ me isn't going to change my mind! U shouldn't even be mad. U are acting really rude like I don't exist!


     No. It isn't about sides!!! It's about how it isn't right 4 someone 2 call someone else stupid because they don't understand things!!!



     What? I said to Xavier on the internet to take it back and it was rude! You prejudge before you know what really went down. And today, it's between u 2 not me!

German Barbie Girl

Ennelee,
     So tomorrow's schedule is going to go down like this...
Wed
0 Hour- 7:30-9:00 am
1 Hour- 9:10-10:40
Break- 10:40-10:55
2 Hour- 11:00-12:30
Lunch- 12:30-1:30
5 Hour-1:30-3:00
     Wow, this is going to be great going to school at 9:00, but you don't get to cause you have early morning. I'm sorry. I think that my schedule might work out. I'm not sure, but I hope that it does. U know what I'm sayin brah? I have to work so much. It sucks cause like I NEVER have time to do what I want. I wonder where Remy is. That is so weird Remy isn't here. I can't believe Elena plagiarized! Seriously that's so stupid. She just waited till the last second, that's probably why she said she didn't have time. Blah, that sucks for her. Remember: bleh? German Barbie girl? 4th of July? Running in 6th grade (for student council)? Mr. Helberg? Haha so fun! I <3 it! I miss Xavier so much! I really do, I just want to finish this year and next year so I could be with him. It's so hard but we will be okay. OMG so the day before yesterday Bethany and my other siblings spit 4 cans of pop on the floor @ my house and like who knows how much water, but they are in so much trouble! That is so gross! Eww! They seriously don't have any respect for anyone else's belongings. It's crazy how immature someone can be at such a looked at as mature age. I had such a weird dream last night! I had a dream I had 4 piercings in my nose and one piercing in each cheek! IDK why I dreamed that, but all I remember in my dream is me putting and changing the studs in each piercing. It's crazy! I love this pen it's so good to me! LOVE! haha. I think I need to clean out my car! It's such a damn mess! 4 real! Yeah boy. I hate driving! I always have to pick up my sisters and drop them off and do all this BS! I HATE DRIVING! Anyways, will talk to you lata @ lunch!
Peace! haha
-Jessica

Hypocrites

Jessica
     Hey----okay so that movie in rocks (geology) yesterday was the funniest thing since your mom. Haha. J/k but you and Xavier need to dress up. Will Xavier do it? We have 2 hang out mmk!
-Ennelee


Ennelee,
     Yeah! I think I may go to the game! IDK depends. You should go after work and we can hang after too!
Jessica


     Yeah we should go. I'm off at 9:00! NO more videos!


     Yeah! That would be F-U-N! Yeah we just need to find a necklace! I hate movies when they are not about rocks! 


     Me too! Xavier's a hypocrite.


     That means when they tell you not to do something and they do it instead right?


     Yeah! He's like "All emo kids are stupid because they wear girlpants and slit their wrists." Well when I asked Xavier why he wanted to smoke he said "Because it's Indie and will make me more Indie!" Wow.


     I know that makes me mad too! I think that smoking is ridiculous!


     Me too! He's just doing it for the trend! Xavier=lame-o, fo sho.


     He shouldn't do that! It's so dumb! I told him I was going to join the army then become 666 lbs.


     Awesome! I'm going to tell him I'm going on a mission when I am 21 (which I'm not) or I'll be 221 lbs or 21!

SoFunYesterday

Ennelee,
     Hey that was so fun yesterday going in the car w/you, Enne (which is you again), Remy, Nada, and Elena! You all looked so pretty! Ya I am so sad Remy thinks I am mad at her! I am not... just a little embarrassing... I don't think it would be so embarrassing if someone would just tell me what you all said! Hey I wore that shirt you and Elena gave me for my b-day today! I <3 it! Thanks again! Wow you earn so much if you're a doctor a week! $1,800 wow I would love that <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
     I am so happy your b-day is so close! I have a countdown set in my cell phone for your b-day! What did you want for your birthday? Anything (well not anything I am not rich), but anything you can think of I will earn the money and buy it for you! I am also happy because we have one more day till our 4 day weekend and that means 4 days less till your birthday! Man your b-day is going to be F-U-N! But ya call me we need to do something way f-ing soon! I miss u and Elena and Remy!
w/b <3 ya, 
Jessica

Witch Man Laugh

Ennelee,
     I am in science right now, I am so bored! We had a test today and well...it sucked! Elena's idea was so good! But ya... it's 3:10 right  now and like I guessed on that whole thing! Hahaha actually it's not that funny! My teacher is a jerk! He made us do all the checkpoints in chapter 5 and there are four sections and we didn't even turn them in. This weekend sucked so bad, Remy was fun, but the rest really sucked! Like seriously I haven't seen so many movies in one week, possibly two weeks. Yeah--> hahaha! I won! "yeah" --1 is the loneliest number that you ever knew, 2 is the loneliest number since the number 1. We are the champions my friend, we'll keep on fighting till the end.
     "Higgons is rich in the pants!" haha great times. 
     "You're one in a million!" -Remy
     "Mothatrucka." -Jessica (me)
     "Dang puppy." -Elena
     "Blah blah blah Bob, blah blah Fiona blah blah blah." -Allison
     "The bibal." -Ennelee (you)
     Good times! 
     "Now is there anymore questions before Jeopardy?" -Mr. Hillberg
     Oh my gosh on Friday, Remy forgot her band instrument and without her instrument she can't go to Montana so we came out to school at like 8:45 and like it was so dark except for this one hall that was playing music and had this jacket on a door and cleaning supplies were all over the ground. Anyways, we went all over looking for a janitor to open the door to the band room. We found one finally 1/2 an hour later. Anyways, we stood far away from him because this guy was freaking crazy. He's like "I'm here alone till midnight" and he said, "If you girls need anything else come get me." Then he said, well not really said, but did this crazy laugh like he sounded like a witch, but like a witch man laugh! He was CRAZY! Man, we need to take another class together! Next year I mean. Ahhhh I am surrounded by red headed creepy people. W/b
-Jessica

Happy Summer Vacation!

Ennelee
     Happy Summer Vacation! We have so much to do this summer! Jr. Civitan June 11-15 and hopefully my b-day works out. It will be fun! I hope your Florida vacation was fun! I missed you! I have done really nothing since you were gone! You're so lucky you didn't have to be here for the last week of school! We need to get a CD together for that show we are going to do for Jr. Civitan. I bet you that you are so-o tan! You were tan in the first place anyways! I hope (if you still tryout) your audition will go good! Ennelee, you and I need to get a job together. Or maybe Albert could hook us up with a legal real job (I don't really want to work for him) but any job.
-Love
Jessica

Charlie Chaplin looks like Hitler kinda...

Ennelee,
     Here is a better note! I just BS all that DWA thing! IDK much about Civil Rights so... Oh well! We should totally do something on Friday! What do you think Elena wants for her birthday? I asked in the other note what she wanted but I doubt she is going to tell me what she wants! What would you do for a Clondike Bar? I would earn 75 cents and buy one in the summer time! J/k that was kinda stupid! I am so glad we didn't have to go to first and second hour! You know the actor Charlie Chaplin from the 1930s? Well he kinda looks like Hitler to me! It's really weird being in the drama room. The teacher is crazy and it's like an aroma of like plays and musicals and it is freaking me out! Anyways w/b <3 ya!
Jessica

R

Remy
How was your night? Did you know Allison's work got broken into and someone stole their computers and stuff? Crazy.


What the hell!! Are you serious? My night was alright. I heard Jessica was gonna sleep over but didn't or something like that.


We were going to do something but she called and I was babysitting and our neighbor, that Andrew kid came 2 the door so I told her to call me back and Elena had the phone, she was talking 2 Jonathan and I asked her if Jessica called and she said no. So we didn't do anything. How come you were late? Is everything okay? That was easy.


That was easy. Yeah I'm okay I just had a bad morning. I woke ^ late and stupid stuff. Everyone was fighting and my sister let some lady that she knows come over and it was weird idk.


Oh I'm sorry!!! I hope you have a better day. Are Xavier and Jessica hanging out today? Adam doesn't hang out with Marina and Allison anymore... he hangs out with Mrs. Fillmore's daughter and the dance team. Weird. I talked to him last night on MSN.


That's weird. Idk if they are or not. I guess he might go to a football game or something like that. When are you leaving?


Who told you who is going to a football game? Normally when I ask Jessica if she knew when she was working, she would know all the days she has off now she always says "I don't know". I'm leaving RIGHT afta school today.


Yeah. Jessica told me she and Xavier might hang out if he doesn't go to a football game. They always hang out eh?


Who's going to a football game? Haha I'm so confused... I know they ALWAYS hang out. Always.


Xavier might go to a football game... haha.


Oh... Xavier? And a football game? WTF. With Jessica? Weird...


no. no. no. Silly!!!


haha... silly me. Wanna go 2 get lunch after this? OMG I was on Myspace last night and I went to the videos and watched Adam Sandler singing Lunch Lady Land. Funny. But I'll talk 2 u afta class.


I love that song!!! Sloppy joe ya ya! Okay!

Really?!

Remy,
     I can't believe that Jessica & Xavier didn't show up! What did Xavier say to Hilary?


Ennelee,
     She told her you and I were making things up and lying. Dude, Jessica needs to f-ing come to school. Isn't she failing like 3 classes. Hmm... I wonder what they are doing. idk. Weird!


I wonder what they are doing too! She lied to you! She's a good liar. Way good. I know! Yeah she is failing like 2 and coming close to failing more. You know there's a problem if you are almost failing nutrition and foods! She's missed like 5 labs. So she said they were skipping at Xavier's? Where is his mom?


I'm so pissed. She lied to me about coming to second hour. She's stupid. Really she needs to come to school! Argg.


I know. I'm fed up with her lying and not wanting to hang out with anyone but Xavier. If she doesn't want to be our friend, she should just tell us!


Yeah!! He's brainwashing her, she is changing so much (and not in a good way).


I know he is! He's changing everything about her and it's so crazy. I wonder what they say about us. You know? I wonder what she tells him. And what he tells her.


Probably soooo much shit. I wonder if they talk about our appearance or anything! I wish I had a tape recorder to hear what they say... I wonder what they said to Adam.


I bet they say stuff about everything and everyone. We should get a tape recorder and put it in their car! Honestly we should find Adam and ask him. I bet they talk about appearance and things from the past... etc.


Me too. Lets buy a tape recorder and like put it in Jessica's car dude!! Seriously! Wow, I sound psycho but really!

Guess what!!!

ENNELEE
     Hey, I called you over the weekend, where were you? I didn't do much. I was ^ till like 12 doing history last night. What R U doing this weekend? Is Elena transferring to Franklin?
GUESS WHAT!!!
     I saw Mr. Batman twice over the weekend! Once, at like 8:30 when I was walking by my sister's in front of the public library! And then again at Sizzler! He's like "What the heck, this is the third time this week!" He was with this scary guy and a girl with gray fuzzy hair. It was weird, so write back.
<3/Remy
P.S. Do you like Mrs. Rainer? She's OK I guess?! I'm getting a ride home today.

E-Unit

Hey dude! I f-ing love you & your notes!!! lol your note was so funny that Adam Sandler quote was hilarious, it put a huge smile on my face <3 Dude we so need to hang out!! I miss hanging out w/you...I hope Elena's not mad, I wanted to go with her sooo bad, I will tell you all about my fight at lunch!! Wow, that movie sounds scary!! YIKES! Anyway, dude I have a geometry test on Wednesday, I don't get it. AT ALL. 
Well G2G <3 ya,
Remy
P.S. You are so funny here's a nice thought for you.
"Where do you keep your weed... oh yeah I don't have one of those...sure."
-Adam Sandler

Remy's Dream

Hey Ennelee! What's up? Nothing much here jk in math! It is so boring! I hate it! I don't even get what we're doing! So can you do something soon? You should call me today k! We should have a sleepover like on Wednesday! If we can! Your room is so cool @ your mom's! Those lights are dope! Jk! Well write back!
Luv ya
Remy
P.S. OMG! Last night I had a dream I have to tell you all about it! Marcus was in it & so were you! It was F-ing weird!

Lunchables 2004

Hi Ennelee! So, you like highschool! That's good. I sorta like it. Oh my gosh! There is alot of people on my bus! I have to be to the stop @ 7:56! But I've been getting a ride from this kid. We should eat in the same spot! I don't have to go to my locker though! I packed cheese, turkey, & a tomato! I am going to the store today to get lunchables! You look so cute today! I love your shirt & earrings! So Elena doesn't like JH? She would HATE highschool. I can come over tomorrow most likely.
Talk 2 U LATER
<3/Remy
P.S. I HATE ENGLISH!!!

Who's Your Favorite Teacher?

Hi Ennelee! Whats ^? Who's your favorite teacher? I <3 your shirt! I think I'm going to go buy one! So, you can come over on Mondays or Tuesdays most likely! I can come over today, I just have to call my mom. So we should go at lunch time. Kabreigh said my hair is long & pretty! I like her! :) So, when I saw Mr. Batman he looked WEIRD! He just hurried & walked past me!

<3 ya/Remy

P.S. Lets do to my locker at lunch! K!

Remy & Ennelee DRAMA

Remy,

What did Hilary tell Jessica... or?

Ennelee,

Jessica said Hilary told Jessica we (me, u, Elena) talked crap about Jessica in the car. Hilary said she didn't. So idk.

For real? What did Jessica say about it? Was she mad? 

Yeah. She said she never wrote anything on the science table and I agreed w/her. Whatever! She lies!!


She didn't write w/like a pen or anything. She wrote with an eraser and then wiped it off. I know! Whatever! She lies so much. I swear she did that and said all of that stuff.


I know!! She was like I don't care anymore!! Whatever happens happens!! Whatever!!


Yeah. Did she say anything bad about us? Do u want 2 go 2 my house for lunch? If you want me, u, Elena & Hilary can come.


Okay sounds good. I will tell u all the stuff she said later k?


K. So do you remember Sena Lebenon? She came 2 my seminary class today. She said she moved to St. Louis, Missouri. Did Jessica say mean things about me? Or Elena? Or you? Or all?


Did she move back?? I'll tell you what she said. No she didn't talk crap. I'll tell you don't worry :) Ohhh this is boring.

I know. She's just visiting. She said her older brother saw me at the movie theater. He's cute but how would he know me? That's weird. I'd invite Jessica to come with us but she didn't invite us and she probably wouldn't want to leave Xavier. 

Yeah, don't invite her dude!!! 

Okay. Yeah I'm not. This whole Jessica situation is so frustrating.

Seriously dude! I'm so sick of it. It's bullshit.

Me too. Did Jessica ask you to start over too?

No. She just said she doesn't care anymore pretty much.

That's messed up. But whatever. She didn't say she didn't care to me. She just said she wanted to start over and forget everything and that's all! Do you think Hilary will come with us?

Maybe. I hope so!!

Is she mad at Jessica? Or us? Or no one?

No one, I think. I told her to be mad at who she wants to be mad at. Ya know.

Yeah. I agree, but Jessica really said and wrote that. But I agree with that.

I know!! She is such a liar dude!

Yeah I know. It makes me mad but whatever u know? So she skipped 1-4 hours to go to lunch w/Xavier? For 4 hours!!!

She said something like that. I'll tell you!! Man I'm so pissed! She's like "I can't trust anyone!!" Whatever!


Yeah she told me that too! She said the only people she could trust anymore were Xavier and Hilary and no one else.


That's messed up!


Yeah that is messed up. She doesn't trust us.


I know so messed up. Do u know what time it is? You should ask Xavier. eww actually idk haha.


It's 12:26 lol Is Jessica mad @ Elena?


I'll tell you about it after class, it's a long story!!!


Mmmk. Sounds good.


K :)

Note from Remy 2006

Ennelee
     You are the best! I LOVE U so much! You are so fun to hang out with and my BEST F-ING FRIEND for life, you are the raddest person I know! I can't wait to play this summer, dude. I am going to LAGOON on July 1st, you should come, that would be "Fetch" lol.
<3 PEACE OUT SISTA
-Remy (Your home girl for life)

Jesse McCartney Ticket

Ennelee
     Hey, yeah I still have your JM ticket! I actually kind of assumed you might want it back someday. Yeah, I can come tonight. I can probably drive too.
     Well we probably could go out to lunch or I thought we could take our lunch money and go for dinner when we go to the movies. Cause I don't know how I am on gas and that. I could get more first. But whatever works.
     I do think we should have a sleepover, just in case there is an off chance that the movie actually scares us. I doubt it but just in case. I will help you with your geometry.
     We so have to have a party homecoming night! It will be awesome.
     Yeah, I'm taking Dakayrae pics today. Melanie isn't coming, she doesn't have a part. Ted is taking the pics. Marina's character doesn't get pics, not important enough. Jessica can get a character the only thing is she would have to do temp blonde, but if she is willing. Aiden is African American, so that one will be hard. Noah could make a good Eralithian though. But it would be weird asking him.
     I haven't talked to Marina in a few days...
     Bro S will be fine about it, if he says anything he will be kidding.
     And of course we will go meet Jesse! And then see him in concert again cause you must admit he has some moves! He is beautiful! Can't wait till next year :) We'll check on the Gavin Degraw concerts, see when he's around.
     <3 Allie

Sometime in 2005

Ennelee
     Ennelee, you can't worry about what they say! You have to be honest to yourself and him! You know what you have to do Ennelee! We will all still love you! I promise!
     Pencil is lame! I hardly ever write in it anymore! I just don't understand why people use it.
     Where do you want to go to lunch tomorrow? When is Albert going to get your car? It's probably like the only car in the lot at night.
     After doing your mom's homework, you should come to my house! We can have fun!
     I think that you forgot one of your own stories! You have forgotten Yold! But I guess it is hard when you have six. I have:
*Dakayrae (Obviously)
*Kort & Alex
*Daveigh & Kesler
*Bo Parker
*Anna Elizabeth
*When Life Got Better
*Too Young
*Tod's Story
*Notes
     I think that is it, but I'm not sure, it gets hard when you have so many!
     Allie

December 2005

Ennelee
     Hey, what is up? Your survey answers were awesome! I love them! It reminds me why you are my best friend!
     Ok, the whole Sloan and I trading thing will work for me! :)
     As for what I can say for if you and Sloan ever have a relationship is at least he is a good guy! As you said he is really nice and good and stuff. Like in the movie he kept saying like "He is a jerk!" about Joshua and stuff. Also, I can stand being around him... it's horrible when your friends date people you can't stand, at least Sloan and I are friends. Cause when your boyfriend and one of your best friends don't get alone, that isn't good!
     I really don't think he will ditch you for Elena. Plus, even if he did, she never would! She isn't like that. Plus I think he likes you!
     That's way cool that he plays Apples! He sounds really fun to be around! Things will be perfect someday! Just wait 3 years till you're out of your house and can do what you like!
     <3 Allie

March 1, 2006

Ennelee
     Hey, you know what... I hate my handwriting! It sucks! Like I can hardly read it, I don't know how you do it.
     I'm sorry you had a bad weekend! All I can say is hang out with older people! Jonathan is ok, and of course Elena, but other than that no more middle school kids! (I'm not trying to be bossy but look at what happens).
     The play was pretty good wasn't it? I enjoyed it.
     How is Holes 2? Is it good? I think I'm going to read S.O.U.E. 12!
     Your stories are brilliant! I'm holding them hostage till you give me more! I did some correcting on the Hailey one, but the other I still need. Make sure to include in the ABC story that the kid is adopted :)
     So, yeah. This weekend will be fun! I can't wait! We will read and write! Do you think you will be able to get the 25 dollars? If you can, we will take care of that.
     I'm back to normal now. I think it's just kinda a mix of everything. I'm just going crazy you know.
     So on Tuesday, I'm going to go buy Harry Potter! I have that day off so it's all good!
     So who are you liking for American Idol? It's hard this year!
     I cannot wait for summer! Only three months left! Less for you! Girl who is leaving me! Oh well, I forgive you because I love you.
     So, I have a quote for you today: "He who cannot forgive others destroys the bridge over which he himself must pass." -George Herbert.
     So, this is going to sound strange but I want an honest answer. Have I changed alot during the past six months? If so, how? I know it's a hard question but try.
     You will get your corrected stories back probably on Friday when I get Alex and Kort to you. I already know where to stop the first time :) Then sometime next week, I will get you the one with Dave. You know, I'm really needing to name these stories!
     I think I'm going to write a story about Cherry Hills, so sometime I might need your journal again. It will be mostly non-fiction but I will spice it up a little bit. I wonder if Jessica still has her journal... and ask Elena for me will you? I'm going to photocopy it to help me if you guys don't mind. It just helps to have all the different views and memories.
     I swear I was going to say something else but I can't remember.
     Luv Allie

Allie's Opinions 2004

(The following is a survey given by Ennelee and answered by Allie)

The Ennelee & Landon Situation- It's not meant to be.

Ennelee's Parents- Completely insane!!!


KlearRance- An absolutely weird guy! Nice but very strange.


Love- It's there and will come when right. Something you have to work at.


Life- A test.


Elena- Obnoxious usually in a good way.


Boys- Vexing or lovable.

The King and I- Strange, strange, strange!

Romance Movies & Books- Gross!


School- Usually sucky.


Remy- Seems alot nicer.


Nikki- Really really really nice.


Ennelee's Crazy Life- I'm sorry.


Ennelee's Crazy Boy Situation- Screw it.


Jesse McCartney- (Sniff Sniff) I think I stepped in something.


Allison's Parents- I love my parental caregivers.

What color were Shakespeare's eyes?

Allison
     Okay I am responding 2 your survey in this note...
Love- Is like a 1,000 piece jigsaw puzzle. It takes time and devotion. You mess up a lot, but when you finally get it right, it's perfect.
Marriage- Is good.
School- Boring, hard, but good and rewarding.
Gavin Degraw- A musical genius.
Michael Jackson- Famous singer.
Jesse McCartney- Very cute, sweet, and charming
Allison's randomness- That's why Allison is Allison and my best friend.
Christmas- The birth of Christ. A wonderful day and a couple of presents; Santa is the devil.
Drama (as in the class)- It's for kids who want to be famous actors, but will never be, so they take it to feel happy and successful.
Piano- My passion.
Juggalos- Creepy.
Other creepy people- See above.

True or False
*Today it is too cold- True.
*Yesterday it was too cold- Truer.
*Cold sucks- Truest.
*A tomato is a fruit- FALSE.
*You can survive a train crash- If you're God.
*Blue is the best color- False.
*SLC Temple is pretty at Christmas- Of course.
*Window is a weird word- True and false.
*Pizza sucks- I object.
*This survey is pointless- False.
*HP4 is a good show- Duh.
*People are scary- Yeah indeed.
*Cats rule- Cats are the kitty cats... nuff said.


1. If you are dead for an hour how long were you alive? 
Blah.
2. How old is ice cream? 
Ice cream is an inanimate object that doesn't have an age... next question.
3. What is the difference in a highlighter and a marker?
Highlighters are cooler and neon.
4. Is this pen yellow, orange, or blue?
Well the pen you used was purple, but the pen I used was orange, so I win.
5. What color were Shakespeare's eyes?
Who cares? Not me.
6. What is Jessica's favorite food?
Dippin Dots & Bread Soup.
7. Explain in detail how and why Allison is crazy.
Allison is as crazy as the world is, so therefore, she isn't crazy.
8. Is this survey fun?
Interesting...
9. Does it bother you I spelled a word wrong in the last question?
Of course, but I fixed it!
10. When you wish upon a star does it matter which one?
Nope, it just matters the intent of your heart, you can make all the wishes but you have to seek them out and believe and follow your heart, and never give up.
     Ennelee

Late 2005 or Early 2006

Oh Oh Oh...
     Yeah, that is a song lyric so yeah... Anyway here is the new survey...


(Survey given by Ennelee & Answers by Allison)


Ennelee & Seth's old relationship- Wasn't that one of the ones ruined by The Day After Tomorrow...
Ennelee & Sloan- Crazy kids...
Ennelee & Frank's old relationship- I have one word: SPIDY
Ennelee & Duncan- It was all good during camp... but then.
Ennelee & Noah's old relationship- He was nice, but kinda strange!
Jessica & Higgons- They are the hottest couple this side of Salt Lake!
Allison & Tom Felton- I might have loved him, and still think he is attractive but it is over.
Allison & Rodger- We'll see what happens are far as our future.
Allison's Car Accident- Lets not even go there.
Ennelee's haircut- Not too short :)
Allison's haircut- Might happen... might not.
Albert- Very calm... like when we got purple dye on the carpet he didn't even freak out.
Ennelee & Rupert's old relationship- It was cute!
Claire & Tanner- I think that me and Jesse's love is closer to real than theirs.
Aria & Frank- He is a good guy, they will be ok for at least a while.
Ennelee & Jeremy Sumpter- Cute.
Allison & Daniel Radcliffe's old relationship- It was just a fling.
Karon Aunz & Katy- I feel bad, she denies their love!
Arctic Circle- A good job for me.
     Allie

Heyyy

Ennelee
     Ok, so you wanna hear the story? Here you go:
     I was talking to Aria (and this is going to be an example of our MSN conversation).
Aria (A)- So if Tanner asked you out would you?
Allie (Me)- No.
A-Why not?
Me-Well I'm 17.
A- So.
Me- I have alot to live for before I start that.
A- But I will get to see you more.
Me- How would that result in you seeing me more?
A- Because Tanner will be more willing to go down.
Me- Well no, I can't date him.
A- Well, if you can't, what about Ennelee? She got all excited when she found out he looked like Victor.
Me- Well, I think she is seeing someone right now.
A- Well find out! Cause she should date him!


     So HA! Now I'm not the only one he is after. Obviously that isn't word for word, but yeah, that's about how it goes.
     That thing about Jesse is crazy! I mean I kinda assumed it all along but now there is proof!
     I don't remember all the stuff you get but I know you get a card, a picture, and tattoos and other stuff.
     So what are the plans for this weekend? Are we hanging out Friday or Saturday?
     Jenessa doesn't mind that Marina hangs out with me, nor Marina that I'm hanging out with Claire. 
     Yes our 2nd hour is rather awkward! Having us all in that class is really stressful.
     This year I've started The Work and the Glory, read Keith 3 1/2 times, and started HP6. I think I might read A Walk to Remember next, but I would have to find another romance novel I could handle.
     We can read and write this weekend! It would be fun!
     My current story is going good! I really like it! I have alot of typing I need to get done!
     Sorry So Short!
     Luv
     Allie

January 2005

En,

     Hey, what is up? NTM here. So why did you stay home yesterday? Were you moving or something?

     So does Thomas know yet? He's going to be very sad! And we like aren't going to be able to hang out with him anymore.

     Why didn't you call Noah? I talked to him on AIM and he said you didn't talk to him, why?

     We should take him to The Work and the Glory this weekend. We must try to convert him, maybe it is our job on this earth, so we must try.

     Ok, and a random change, what should I do to my hair? I have a bunch of opinions, but I need to know my little sister's before doing a thing.

     Luv ya,

     Allie

2005

En
     Bonjour, what's up? Not too much here. 
     Ok, listen, well, read. Maybe it's all for the best Seth won't date you right now. Just be friends with him and it will all be good. You only have a year till you are allowed to date. Then we can find twins and double date. Or we can just date normal guys. I really think you will be blessed for just being friends one more year En, less than a year, eleven months.
     So anyways, yeah we should call him! He needs to put his hands on my ceiling so that Thomas's hands aren't alone anymore. We can lay a total guilt trip on him to make him. We have to make him pretzels! Well maybe we can just eat them all. We will have to call him tonight.
     It's Friday now so you know that all already. Anyway don't call people skanks, try to be nice even if she doesn't deserve it. Remember the rule.
     Wow En, I think I've lost everything! Listen to me! Ahhh... save me!
     Your writing mushy gushy now? Well I do it sometimes too. So I guess that's okay. So am I in it? Do, shoot I forgot.
     Yesterday at tumbling was so fun. I'm finally starting to be able to go straight into my back handsprings. You're doing good too especially because you haven't been here for months.
     GTG
     Allie
     P.S. Call me

The guilty don't feel guilty. They learn not to. 2005

Ennelee Degraw
     Howdy! What is up? Not too much here!
     I know HP will rock! I'm so flippen excited! It will all be so good! All but maybe a couple of scenes!
     Oh, yay! Happy 11th birthday Katy! Did they really give her a cat? That's awesome! What did she name it?
     What should I do for my devo?
     You should ask where fugitive is! I want to know! He just like disappeared!
     Haha! I'm glad you enjoyed your Gavin concert! It would be so cool to actually see him live!
     Did I ever tell you that Jesse is currently on tour with The Backstreet Boys in ENGLAND?!
     Now, about the before Canada plan works but one thing. We only have to learn to break the voodoo! Once it's broken we can snatch those boys up in an instant! Especially once they realize how bad they were treated! Plus we can offer them something special! We can be with them forever not just till death!
     Yeah, we are still have a party! The plan is to go Tony once Tony got off of work at 6:30 (I think that we should go to your house first!). But then we are going to watch movies at Claire's.
     You should be captain Jack Sparrow! That would be so cool!
     Cari Bean comes from Caribbean! I was looking at my pirates poster when I made it.
     Bobbie Olaf... haha! That's a good one!
     Haha!
     <3 ya! WB
     Allie McCartney


     "Six AM the clock is angry... I need to spend an hour snoozing... And I don't think I'm gonna make it!"


     "I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare, I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair, and nobody cares cause I'm alone in the world and nobody cares tonight and am just a kid tonight." 
-Simple Plan


"Life sucks and the whole world is screwed!"


"If he is perfect then he can pick for himself who is perfect."
-Adam James Parker


"The time will come when we all must choose between what is right, and what is easy."
-Dumbledore


"I wanna move up north and be a Canadian, or hang down low with the nice Australians. I don't wanna be another I don't care-i-an!"
-NOFX


"I know I can do it John Downey said helping himself to an ear of corn from the steamy bowl, in time her death will be a mystery, even to me."
-Mort Rainey (Aka Johnny Depp)


"Lydia, don't do this!"
-Nathan Steed


"The guilty don't feel guilty. They learn not to."
-NOFX


"Wrong. Wrong. Wrong."
-L. Snicket


"You'll never fly with someone else's wings!"
-Jmac


"Oh, it is wonderful that he should care for me enough to die for me!"
-Hymn 193


"O how great the goodness of our God, who prepared a way for our escape from the grasp of this awful monster! Yea, that monster, death, and hell, which I call the death of the body, and also the death of the spirit."
-2 Nephi 9:10

April 2007

Ennelee
     Hey doll, what's up? I am finally writing you back, I know that you are proud.
     So, we finally got Jensen to leave you alone. I feel a little bit bad, but it had to be done, especially after what Duncan told us!
     I want long hair so bad! How long do you think it will take me to grow it out? I miss my long hair! Elena's is getting fairly long! Yours always was so lucky ducky you!
     I am not even kidding when I say we are going to Nauvoo next spring! I want to go so bad! Some day I want to go to Palmyra too but not till we're older. We are honestly going during March or April to Nauvoo!
     So, I am dreading work tonight, not really but I still don't want to do it. Are you sure you are door? That doesn't even make sense to me. I hope we go digital like WAY soon! I wonder if we will be busy. I bet we have alot of people come and walk out when they realize the price difference. 
     I wonder how many times I will mess up on the new prices... bet you ten bucks that I get written up for being off!
     I'm not looking forward to closing!
     Last night was pretty slow! I hope it's a slow weekend, I want our new schedules!
     Are we still going shopping tomorrow?
     Allie

September 2006

Ennelee
     Your CHS theme is very nice! Are you excited for the new principal next year?
     I work tomorrow, so I am sure that I will just check it then! I hope I work alot of weekdays! I like working weekdays (except Tuesdays). They are better than weekends!
     Okay, that interesting one thing to remember about the new guy though... they are all nice at though... they are all nice at first! You had slumber parties with Nikki, didn't mind Albert either but look at them now. Never assume they are nice! That's crazy that he has a kid Elena's age, imagine taking vacations with him weird!
     Do you like the next place. Your grandpa is going to help her buy or rent a house?
     No, I didn't watch The Mormons was the second one better? Cause I hear that the first was really negative. They say they are equal but in the end, we came off looking worse over better.
     Next week is our last week of block! It will be pretty weird going back after so long! I'm glad we don't have 3rd hour today though.
     I've so decided to go healthy this summer! With exception of Oregon of course. But yeah, I'm gonna be good! It will help me save money next year too since I will already be used to it.
     Allie

3/22/2007

Ennelee Grace
     Wow, how often is it that you find me writing you a second time after your note and before my next one? Haha, anyway...
     I'm so excited for spring break! I know that it won't feel long enough though! I am so excited for it. My work schedule isn't too bad! I work Friday, Saturday, Tuesday, and Thursday, that's it. How about you?
     So, Elena was telling me that she might not go on vacation with the rest of your family, says she just wants to stay here and hang with friends... do you think that it has anything to do with the fact that you can't go?
     I'm pretty excited to go to Cali! I've never been there! It is one place that we would go that neither of us have been.
     So, when is your registration for next year? Mid-April? Do you have your classes all picked out? You should take some good stuff for your last year! Enjoy your senior year darling! It will never come back!
     I know it is hard to wait but you have to! Take from each day! Because you don't know what you're waiting for, but you know how it is great!
      Bell rang! G2G
     Allison Abigail

V-Day 2007

Ennelee,
     Happy Valentines Day girlie! For us, Singles Awareness Day. But hey, within the next couple years both of us will have guys in love with us and it will be amazingly sweet!
     I just don't feel the need to associate with Jessica anymore! I want friends who uplift me, help me be the person I want to be, and encourage me! I don't feel Jessica does that so I don't need to be with her!
     Eating together will be way fun! I will like it, we will have some great laughs and stuff! It will be way sweet!
     Haha, that is a funny lesson! Tying people's hands together. Would you care to tell me what exactly was the point of the lesson?
     Your parents better say yes! I don't see why they should care... do you? I think that it will be WAY fun though! I'm making you come to the top of the lighthouse and the Astoria column with me! They are tall, it is kinda scary because both are spiral staircases but it is worth it when you get to the top!
     Are you going to be afraid to go out on the whale watching boat (oh yeah that costs like 12 dollars). I didn't think it was scary, it is sweet being out there!
     I'm going to take so many picture while there! And me mom will take pics of both of us so it will be pretty sweet! I will make us memory books of that week! (P.S. It gets cold there at night so you'll need a jacket, but I'll remind you more what you need then).
     I got my sweet pen at Claires for a dollar. It probably won't last very long,but I still love it!
     Thomas is so strange! I do not understand that boy!
     Allison Abigail

Surfer boys are hot!

Ennelee
     Ello my dear... yes... come apply at my work because it is better than yours... what makes it better, I don't know, but it is. Shiloh says hi by the way.
     Yeah, Robert is in my seminary class so is Julia Ullman. I am getting used to Bro A as a teacher.
     Marina is okay. She was just not having a very good first week.
     What about Adam do we need to chat about???
     Why does she hate high school so bad? It's not that bad and she better get used to it because she has four more years of it ahead. I like high school better than middle school!
     Being a senior is not bad! I like it because I know that I will never have to do this again :) I bet you do love being a junior because you want to be 16 forever.
     The fifth and the seventh, you have to get at least one off! We need to get that book and read it and we HAVE to join on the 7th! I cannot believe it will have been a year since we went with Nikki and Katy and wow! So, do you think we should just stay home on the 19th?
     I don't know about Teddy, but we have an issue... I can't get a ticket until I know if I will work that day or not unless we want to chance paying and then not being able to.
     I had Mr. Calum 2nd semester. Why?
     Yes... I did meet Duncan.
     I didn't see any boys. Hot surfer boys... there were some hot workers in the mall! The guy at Zumiez in Woodburn was nice! It was so fun! I will have to show you pics!
     Allie

5/22/2007

Ennelee,
     Yeah, three days counting today. You know what is weird for me... no more seminary. But oh well because now my religion classes count as credit yeah yeah! There have been times before when we didn't go to the same school... when I was in 9th and you 8th. We'll talk alot, and I'll still see you once a month, you'll hardly know I'm gone. Oh, and you can come to Rexburg to see me too! And in the winter I will come more than once a month, plus I'll be here for like two weeks for Christmas... It is hard to comprehend though. I haven't comprehended moving yet, and I don't have to!
     Katrine makes me mad! It is pure laziness! That is it. I go to 7 classes, and I'm a senior. I know how hard it is! She should be able to show up to one class! I hope that she doesn't pass!
     Marina goes to college in mid August sometime. I'm not sure what Adam's doing. Edith and Judy are both going to Provo I do believe.
     People say you'll get married if you go there... because for the most part it is true! BYU is pretty much the same. The reason is because there are lots of people to meet, and alot of the guys just off missions want to get married, so when they fall in love instead of waiting 7 years like people in the world, they just get married. It doesn't bother me that by the time I'm done there I might have found the man of my dreams.
     The Rexburg Temple is pretty, I'm excited to live so close. I've never got to see a temple everyday before. If for some reason I can't get married in SLC, I'd get married there.
     So, I really am liking the plan for our wedding! Fall of 2009 works for me! I'll be 20, you'll be almost 20... I do have to say though we might have to wait till 2010... cause fall of 2009 is like 3 months after you get out of high school. So, me 21 you almost 21 might work better. Haha, but we'll see. No wait... I'm wrong. My years are off... sorry, you're right! Yeah 2009, sorry.... went through all that for nothing... seems like 2008 already I think. We'll have lots of fun in San Diego! Sea World, theme parks, surfing. Ahh, fall of 2009 will be a happy happy time! And then, after you graduate... TO CANADA! I know you are excited to move there!
     Haha, I have to call you the second I meet him? You will be getting alot of calls haha! Every time I see a cute boy I have to whip out the phone and call you! I might have to do some in texts my dear, or I'll interrupt school.
     Don't worry, first Sunday in July we'll do if for my ward and then you can talk about how amazing your little brother is!
     Oh, the ACTs you will be fine... if I got a twenty you can/will get like a 26 or something.
     We will hang, I'm glad you understand, thanks :) We are gonna eat Quesidillas. I have ALOT of homework you get to watch me do, I know you'll love that. And at work I actually get something out of it!
     I'm so mad about my car! My mom goes to work earlier than me and so I will just have to go anyway and then if I happen to have any chance of getting off early I can't now cause I can't leave! And I hate having to have her come get me and stuff. I hate not being able to use my car!
     I still need to try and figure out this tired thing. It HAS to be calcium. I don't know what on earth else it could possibly be!
     Allison Abigail Chase


     "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
     "You cannot do wrong and feel right. It is impossible."

5/18/2007--Allison's last note? ... Maybe

Ennelee
     Hey... I know that I already replied but considering the fact that it depends on how fast you write back but this could be the last note I ever write.
     I really don't want to get into an argument, and I just want to say that I'm sorry if you feel that I spend more time with other people I am! I swear, as far as vacation time goes this summer you get double what anyone else gets... because I want the time with you.
     Listen, I have fun with you, you're an amazing friend! I think that we are both having a hard time right now, but I don't need to take that out on you because it is not your fault. All my problems are my own fault, and I'm sorry if I'm doing anything to bug you I mean En, you know you're the one that it is going to be the hardest to leave! Why do you think I try so hard to get you up there? Because I don't want to leave you. You're the only one I can talk to about ANYTHING, you're the one that can know me best. Why do you think it is that you're the only one I've allowed to read my journal? Because I trust you to know my thoughts that I have to write down to let escape my head. When I'm down there, which of my friends do you think I'll call the most? Which one do you think will know the most about what is going on? You. Sorry to be all touchy feely or what not... just wanted you to know.
     We are so close to the end of school I'm so excited! I mean I'll still have to work, but I am tired of school! And at least work doesn't give me homework once I'm done. I don't have to go home and do more of it! No grades either! Don't have to stress over tests and all that.
     Your family is too good to me! I'm so comfortable around them! They are like my family too! I love it! :)
     So, what is that thing that you were telling me about the other day? The one that isn't going to happen but you wish that it could?
     We definitely have to make a specific lunch day!
     Loves!
     Allie

2/13/2006- The Day Before Valentines Day!

Allie
     Hey dear! Here goes! & we need to hang out more!


(Survey questions/topics by Allison & Answers by Ennelee)

• Ennelee & Seth's Old Relationship- It should be relationships! We went out 3-4 times! It was merely young love minus the love. After the 4th time, I finally got the picture he wasn't for me!
• Ennelee & Sloan's Old Relationship- It wasn't meant to be! He's just a friend, although he said he was just waiting for me to break up with him because he didn't want to break up with me, but he's just mad because I left him! BAM! I win!
• Ennelee & Frank's Old Relationship- It wasn't meant to be!
• Ennelee & Noah's Old Relationship- It's too bad I was too shy, he was a nice kid, that could've worked.
• Ennelee & Landon's Old Relationship- Interesting but it wasn't meant to be.
• Ennelee & Duncan- He was my COW (Crush of the Week). We were good friends. He resembled Tom Felton.
• Jessica & Higgons- Proof of true love! Keeps me determined to know there really is someone out there for me.
• Jessica & Sloan's Old Relationship- Cute but not meant to be.
• Elena's Crush on Frank- Love is blind, and Elena is definitely blind because that boy is a jerk!
• Allison & Tom Felton- A metaphor of true love! Not real but an example of true love.
• Allison & Thomas- Twins! Almost.
• Allison & Daniel- Dude it was nothing! Elena and I liked Daniel when we first saw Harry Potter! He's eye candy, nothing more!
• Allison & Rodger- Dude he's a spider! Nothing more!
• Ennelee & Rupert- See Allison & Tom.
• Ennelee & Jeremy- It all started with a movie called Peter Pan and ended with a movie called Cyber Seduction.
• Cole Evan Weiss- Sweet boy! I talk to him periodically.
• Rap music- Stays in your head! Grr!
• Tyra Banks- She's awesome.
• The movie The Notebook- My fave, the book is better.
• Ennelee & Gavin Degraw- My soul brother.
• Allison & Jesse- Not real. A metaphor.
• Allison & Writing- A match made in heaven almost...
• Aria & Victor- I get to meet them soon.
• England- Suits you.
• Mezz- Suits me.
• The Karon, Katy, Jesse Triangle- Katy believes it's true love.